This time of the year means concerts for anyone involved in theatre, symphony orchestras, and fundraisers. I am in all 3 and more-- two contemporary bands, 2 consorts, and a number of other bands and projects that pop up every now and then. I have to make money, that is a given since I am supporting a house, a wife, my son and two stepsons. I also do these performances for more important reasons that few don't think about.
Let me first apologize for rescheduling your son or daughter for my rehearsals or performances. I wish there was more time in the day and I wish directors and conductors could "let it go" and trust in their performers. I have to put up with big egos everyday and say "yes" and do what I am told-- even when my ideas could fix the problems that arise. This is what it feels like to be at the bottom of the totem pole-- I work harder and more because I am working my way up (which is one reason I do so many things).
The biggest reason why I perform is to hone my craft. I can teach someone about music, but I want to prove to them in a concert setting that what I talk about is legit. I speak from experience-- working, tried and true experience. I have read many books, but an audience changes everything.
I also perform so that students see something to strive for. We all live in Maine (I am generalizing about who is reading this). This is a state of limited resources for artists, and yet there are many artists. Everything is a fight to get money to produce anything. I have worked with very aggressive teams and with many that are too relaxed to make anything happen-- I am sure you know who wins. Steve Jobs was not relaxed, but he produced and delivered. I have my eggs in many baskets because no one thing has ever panned out. 90% of what I do is volunteer, with hopes that it will lead to something that is paid. I have presence in many forms, multiple business cards, multiple employers, contacts...It all helps, but only a little. When something comes up, even as a favor, I say yes before they change their mind. This comes from a childhood of having close to nothing. I am making up for lost time.
I hope this provides some understanding. I am fully enveloped in the artist life-- which is what someone wants in a teacher of arts. All these opportunities are not just for me though-- I pass gigs along and look for chances where students get to perform. The area is full of opportunities-- the road is long but if persevered, it is worth it.
Do what you love.
Thanks.
