How does that make you feel? I have played his compositions (some) and I have heard his music (also some). I don't know the breath of his work but he was certainly prolific-- certainly a genius. What am I doing wrong?
No, the tv is honestly not on.
There is more info at the tip of my fingers at any time with the internet so I do have more inspiration... but I am sure being sick all of the time and worrying about dying is a great motivator (Mozart's life).
Ahh-- there it is. I work all of the time! I play other's compositions, I teach and I take care of people. I don't have those needed 8 hours or continuous study and composing. Yes, the music does play in my head- but my hands are on some other instrument when the moment hits me. I need a helmet to USB link-- add Finale to the pc and I will be all set. Maybe I could record myself all day long and learn to hum melodies and ideas out?
When all is said, I think I may just need the motivation Mozart had-- but I don't want that. I want a humbling deadline not a literal one (Dead-line).
So, my poison will have to be the performance--- many of them. All venues, all styles, all instruments, and all unprepared (partially). I am making up for a lost protege childhood. I need my averages up-- I need to make up for lost time and catch up!
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